What if the thing you call anxiety isn't a mental disorder at all? What if depression isn't a serotonin deficiency? What if the reason you can't seem to regulate your emotions has absolutely nothing to do with your childhood trauma or your resilience or your meditation practice and everything to do with the fact that your internal ecosystem has shifted into survival mode?
Stay with me.
Because here's what nobody wants to say out loud: we've been calling environmental poisoning "mental illness" for decades.
Your nervous system isn't overreacting. It's responding perfectly to a toxic internal and external environment that you didn't even know existed.
You know what's genius about the mental health industrial complex? They convinced an entire generation that the problem is in their head. Chemical imbalance. Genetic predisposition. Negative thought patterns. Trauma responses.
And yes, environment affects gene expression, trauma is stored in the body, thoughts have biochemical consequences. I'm not saying none of that matters.
But what if the PRIMARY driver - the thing underneath all of it - is that your gut ecosystem has been systematically debilitated by modern life and is now producing compounds that make you feel "crazy"?
What if your "anxiety" is actually your brain being bathed in neurotoxic metabolites produced by dysbiotic bacteria and a lack of diverse good bacteria?
What if your "depression" is mitochondrial dysfunction caused by hydrogen sulfide-producing microbes literally suffocating your cellular energy production?
What if your emotional dysregulation is your vagus nerve being hijacked by an internal environment that's screaming DANGER 24/7?
Not maybe. Not possibly. Not "research suggests."
This is what's happening.
Here's an example: 27 years old. Grew up eating real food. Nature exposure. No medications. The "perfect" childhood by functional health standards.
Healthy. Active. Works hard.
But chronic muscle tension that no amount of bodywork can release. Always tight. Always uncomfortable. Gets worked up easily. Can't fully relax.
So we ran a BiomeFX test to see what's actually happening in the gut.
Alpha diversity: 106. (Should be 250+)
One pathogen five times over normal range.
Keystone species: missing.
Proteolytic pathways: complete chaos.
What does this mean in terms of how it feels in the body?
Elevated ammonia, p-cresol, hydrogen sulfide, polyamines - these aren't just lab values. These are compounds being produced in the gut that travel up the vagus nerve - that superhighway between gut and brain - and tell the nervous system: STAY ACTIVATED. STAY TENSE. DANGER.
So the muscles never let go. The mind never settles. The body can't find homeostasis.
Is that a mental health issue?
Or is that the modern built environment showing up in the body?
Here's the thing that makes this so insidious: we've been asked to radically adapt to an ever-increasing built environment over the last 100+ years.
Our grandparents. Our parents. Us.
Exponentially fast changes that our biology hasn't had time to catch up with.
The terrain - the actual environment our microbiome lives in - has altered radically. And the human body is scrambling to keep up.
It's the indoor air. The sealed buildings. The sanitized surfaces. The lack of soil contact. The HVAC systems recycling the same microbial-poor air. The fluorescent lights. The chronic low-grade stress of modern work. The processed foods masquerading as "healthy." The antibiotics in the meat supply. The glyphosate in the "organic" oats. And on and on and on . . .
We've been divorced from nature. Fast. Recently. Within living memory.
And your gut microbiome - this ancient ecosystem that co-evolved with humans for millions of years in dirt and soil and sunlight and real food - is trying to survive in a terrain it was never designed for.
So it adapts to survive.
Keystone species die off. Species that can tolerate modern toxins and stress move in. Your gut lining becomes permeable. Minerals get stolen by competing microbes. Short-chain fatty acid production crashes. Neurotransmitter precursors get hijacked. Your vagus nerve gets flooded with inflammatory signals.
These are survival adaptations. Your microbiome is doing its best.
But the result? You call it anxiety. Depression. ADHD. Burnout. Brain fog. Chronic fatigue.
And nobody ever looks at the terrain.
Don't come at me with your probiotic supplement and your kombucha.
This isn't only about adding good bacteria.
This is about ecological restoration.
You can't plant flowers in contaminated soil and expect them to thrive. You can't seed a forest in a parking lot. You can't restore an ecosystem by adding one species while ignoring the fact that the entire environment is hostile to life.
Your gut needs stewardship. Not intervention. Not pharmaceutical thinking. Not "kill the bad bacteria, add the good bacteria."
It needs the right terrain. The right minerals. The right substrate. The right diversity of environmental exposures. The right conditions for keystone species to re-establish and hold the ecosystem together.
It needs you to understand that you are the environment your microbiome lives in, and if that environment is chronically stressed, nutrient-depleted, toxin-saturated, and sealed off from nature, no amount of probiotics will truly "save" you.
Here's something wild: your hair tells a three-month story of what's happening with your mineral reserves while your microbiome is in survival mode.
We're so used to blood work - looking for pathology, looking for what's "wrong." But blood is tightly regulated. Your body will rob from bones, tissues, and hair to keep blood minerals stable. Blood tests show you what your body is desperately trying to maintain.
Hair shows you what's actually happening over time.
And when your gut terrain is disrupted? When you're missing keystone species and dealing with survival-mode adaptations?
Your minerals become collateral damage.
Because disrupted terrain impairs absorption. Microbes compete for nutrients. The production of short-chain fatty acids that regulate mineral transport gets compromised. The gut lining where minerals are absorbed becomes permeable.
You can take all the magnesium you want. If your terrain can't support absorption, nothing changes.
This is why we start with minerals. Create the terrain. Then we can actually see what's happening in the microbiome through something like BiomeFX testing. Because you can't restore an ecosystem without understanding - and fixing - the foundation.
Here's the question I want you to sit with:
What if everything you've been told about your mental health is missing the point?
What if your anxiety isn't a character flaw?
What if your depression isn't a chemical imbalance you'll manage for life?
What if your emotional struggles aren't evidence of something fundamentally wrong with you?
What if these are all adaptive responses - your body doing exactly what it's supposed to do when the terrain has shifted this dramatically?
What if you've been living with ecosystem collapse in your gut for years - maybe decades - and you didn't even know it because you don't have digestive symptoms?
What if the muscle tension, the mood swings, the brain fog, the chronic fatigue, the inability to handle stress, the getting sick more than others, the never feeling quite right...
What if it's all coming from maladaptation to a terrain that changed faster than your biology could keep up with?
Here's the hope in all this:
If it's environmental, if it's terrain-based, you're not stuck with it.
If it's ecosystem dis-ease - not disease, not pathology, just disrupted ecology trying to survive in a radically altered terrain - then you can steward it back toward balance.
Your body wants to find equilibrium. The ecosystem wants to find balance. Your microbiome wants to support you - it's literally evolved to keep you alive.
But it needs conditions it can actually work with.
It needs you to understand that the modern built environment - through no fault of your own - is fundamentally different from the environment your biology evolved in. That we've been asked to adapt, radically and fast, to conditions our ancient systems weren't designed for.
And it needs you to get clear-eyed enough about this to do something about it.
Not fighting your body. Not fixing what's "wrong." But understanding the terrain and working with it.
Here's what concerns me most:
How many people are walking around seemingly healthy. No major chronic health issues. Maybe some tension. Some mood stuff. Nothing "serious."
And inside, their gut terrain is overfunctioning - trying to adapt, trying to compensate, trying to survive.
Low diversity. Missing keystone species. Pathogens well over normal ranges. Inflammatory compounds flooding their system. Minerals depleted. Vagus nerve constantly activated.
Just waiting for the right stressor to push them into chronic symptoms.
Because that's how this works. It's not sudden. It's cumulative. It's years of adaptation and compensation until one day the system can't compensate anymore and symptoms become undeniable:
Autoimmune disease. Chronic fatigue. IBS. Fibromyalgia. Anxiety disorder. Depression. ADHD.
And then we treat the label. Not the terrain collapse that's been building for years.
It looks like understanding your terrain through testing - hair tissue mineral analysis and BiomeFX testing to see what's actually happening in your gut ecology.
It looks like seeing the data that shows what your body has been trying to tell you: the terrain has shifted.
It looks like addressing minerals first. Creating the foundation. Building the substrate that allows beneficial microbes to take hold and thrive.
It looks like rewilding your gut. Diverse environmental exposures. Soil contact. Opening windows. Touching grass. Eating foods you've never eaten before. Creating ecological diversity in your life that mirrors what your microbiome needs internally.
It looks like understanding that your indoor environment, your chronic stress, your sleep patterns, your modern lifestyle - all of it is shaping your microbiome in ways you might not realize.
It looks like stewardship. Not war. Not killing bad microbes. But creating conditions where beneficial organisms can compete and thrive.
It looks like giving your vagus nerve a break by shifting the terrain that's been sending inflammatory signals.
It looks like watching muscle tension dissolve - not from more bodywork, but from changing the internal signals telling your body to stay tight.
It looks like moods stabilizing because the terrain isn't producing the same inflammatory compounds anymore.
It looks like energy returning because your cellular function can finally work the way it's designed to.
It looks like your nervous system remembering what safety feels like.
If this is landing for you - if you're done managing symptoms and ready to actually see what's happening in your ecosystem - I work with a small number of clients through my Minerals & Microbes program.
This is a four-month ecosystem restoration journey that starts with understanding your actual terrain:
Hair Tissue Mineral Analysis (HTMA) - reveals how your body has been allocating minerals over time, your stress adaptation patterns, and the metabolic strategies your system has been using to survive.
BiomeFX - maps your gut ecology as it actually is. Not pathogen hunting. A relational view of which microbial communities are thriving, which are under pressure, and how they're interacting with your minerals and environment.
Together, these tests show us both the terrain (minerals) and its living expression (microbes).
Over four months, we work together to widen nourishment, support capacity, and observe how your body responds. This isn't about protocols or forcing change. It's collaborative, relational work that respects your body's intelligence.
You'll receive four guided sessions, ongoing email support, weekly check-ins, and access to a private client portal. Most importantly, you'll learn to see your body as the ecosystem it is and understand how to steward it back toward balance.
I work with a small number of new clients each month so I can stay deeply engaged. If you're ready to see what's actually happening beneath the surface, you can learn more and enroll here: [link to your Minerals & Microbes offering]
So here's where I leave you:
You can keep calling it mental health and managing symptoms.
Or you can start asking: what terrain is my microbiome living in, and how is that shaping everything I feel?
You can keep believing your anxiety is a personal failing.
Or you can get curious about whether it's your ancient biology trying to survive in a radically altered environment.
You can keep thinking something is fundamentally wrong with you.
Or you can start understanding that you're adapting - maybe maladapting - to a terrain that shifted faster than your biology could keep up with.
**The terrain changed. Your body is responding. **
And that is something you can actually work with.
The question is: are you ready to see how deep this goes?
Your gut is showing you something. Maybe it's time to look at your inner terrain.
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